I am a girl
who planned how my life would turn out to be way before the time comes. I have
always been the type of girl who is determined to make it happen when it needs
to be. By hook or by crook I work my ass off to achieve whatever that I want.
Upon finishing
my SPM, I wanted to be in matriculation and I know I will be. I did. I opt for
accountancy programme and I manage it very well. I passed both semesters with
flying colours and I am proud of it. Since the decision to be in matriculation
is mine, I’ve made the right decision. But then, I came to a crossroads. Where
shall I continue afterwards?
I am not
that familiar with any of the universities in Malaysia. Let alone knowing what
field to further in. How will campus life be? Will it be similar to
matriculation lifestyle; supervision is just close by. I think hard and deep
for the next step of my education years.
When the
application begins, I consulted my close friends. Where should we go to? Most of
them applied for UPM and UiTM. Hmmm. They’ve made their decision. What am I
suppose to do now? Follow the lead or create my own path? I’m left with that
question for days.
At first, my
option was similar to the rest. I picked UPM. I was very much keen to further
in business administration programme. So I told my mom about it. Her reaction
was, why not UM? I was dumbfounded by my mom’s reaction. UM huh? Wow that’s
tough.
However it
was that question that got me back on my laptop and staring at the application
form once again. One more chance to edit it all and one more day before the
application closes. Should I or shouldn’t I? After staring for hours, I decided
to change my first option to UM and enrol for Economics and Administration
instead of Business.
I’m done. No
longer will I have to face the difficult question of what and where anymore. Now
all left is for me to wait. Deep down, I don’t really think I’ll make it into
UM. It is just way too out of reach. And so I thought...
After that
very final decision of mine, the time has come and the result is out. The first
thing I did on that very morning was to turn my laptop and be on standby mode. Once
the clock struck, I rushed to the website and key in the details needed. Eager to
know where I will be for the next 3 to 4 years, I can’t hide my nervousness.
Lucky thing I am all alone on that very day.
The first
word I saw was Tahniah. Congratulations. OK that is a good start. Now the next question
is where? I scroll down and keep staring. You are accepted to University Malaya
for Economics and Administration programme.
I smile, I
jump and I wonder how will life in UM be.
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